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25 February 2010
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
Oh god. LIFE CRISIS MUCH!
Well. I pretty much think I'm going to fail in life. Everyone in my classes have been contacted by universities except for myself =( I'm pretty scared. I'm pretty fail. The only thing I've gotten are the thank you letters, thanking me for my wasted money. Gay -_-"
Something thats been bothering.. am I supposed to choose something that will make me happy? What I'm good at? Or choose what I think will give me money? Gtfo. You can't completely base your decision on what you desire or what you have a passion for. What if that opportunity can't support you at all? Then your just screwed. Opportunities are everywhere, but what approach or mentality should I have? The "With a will, theres a way" or "excel at what is best". There's so many things that I've been told in order to figure this shit out, but obviously it's not working. I give mad respect for those who just go for their dreams without any hesitation. Myself, being a psychopath.. I can't do anything without trying to think of the possibilities that could happen. Then I tend to fantasize of those possibilities without following through.
I'm so screwed. Kill me now. Or take me away, faaaaaar away. Then kill me.
Well. I pretty much think I'm going to fail in life. Everyone in my classes have been contacted by universities except for myself =( I'm pretty scared. I'm pretty fail. The only thing I've gotten are the thank you letters, thanking me for my wasted money. Gay -_-"
Something thats been bothering.. am I supposed to choose something that will make me happy? What I'm good at? Or choose what I think will give me money? Gtfo. You can't completely base your decision on what you desire or what you have a passion for. What if that opportunity can't support you at all? Then your just screwed. Opportunities are everywhere, but what approach or mentality should I have? The "With a will, theres a way" or "excel at what is best". There's so many things that I've been told in order to figure this shit out, but obviously it's not working. I give mad respect for those who just go for their dreams without any hesitation. Myself, being a psychopath.. I can't do anything without trying to think of the possibilities that could happen. Then I tend to fantasize of those possibilities without following through.
I'm so screwed. Kill me now. Or take me away, faaaaaar away. Then kill me.