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01 February 2010
But do you think I am telling you the truth

I need to start running again. I'm so fucking lazzzzzzzy, how pathetic. There's only so much I can take... I just...

I have no will to do anything anymore -_- Not in school, work, relationships, friendships. All my effort is gone without clear explanations. Everything is such a blur, I don't even want to understand it, or be in relation with it. Fucccccccck I'm lifeless.