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21 January 2010
I scream for some silence
Today was intense. Never slept last night, did run in the morning (yay 26!) with no food, water, sleep. Completed essay and portfolio too. YEYE
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FUCK. I can't sleep anymore! Nap last afternoon, then early sleep. Sheesh. I feel like going out for a run, but I lazy. Hm, I think I only ate once yesterday, wahhh soo hungry.
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Theres something thats been bothering me for a while. Pass me a drink and I'll tell you, the truth and nothing but it. It feels like I'm slowly collapsing within only because its bothering me so much. But obviously I can't say. I don't know how to have this 'emotional talk' business. I don't know how to start or finish only cause I don't want to mess it up. FUCK WHAT IF I HAVE TO BRING NOTES? That'll be gay. Sadly I probably will have to. AHAHHAHAHA. Mannnnn. Why's this creepin' on me -__- I've always hated a guilty conscience.
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FUCK. I can't sleep anymore! Nap last afternoon, then early sleep. Sheesh. I feel like going out for a run, but I lazy. Hm, I think I only ate once yesterday, wahhh soo hungry.
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Theres something thats been bothering me for a while. Pass me a drink and I'll tell you, the truth and nothing but it. It feels like I'm slowly collapsing within only because its bothering me so much. But obviously I can't say. I don't know how to have this 'emotional talk' business. I don't know how to start or finish only cause I don't want to mess it up. FUCK WHAT IF I HAVE TO BRING NOTES? That'll be gay. Sadly I probably will have to. AHAHHAHAHA. Mannnnn. Why's this creepin' on me -__- I've always hated a guilty conscience.