Holy spaz.
Just came home from work, and furious as hell.
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
Thinking about my day, I'm so fucking fed up. Please, ever ever ever ever, compare me to someone or yourself. HOLY FUCK. That is one of the more fucking annoying things ever............

-K so, I might not be as smart as you, or as her, or as he, or as who fucking ever. But don't fucking tell me that shit knowing that I'm trying my hardest. Actually aiming for something, trying to keep focus. Don't ever tell me that I'm not 'smart' enough for that.. cause please, I'm pretty sure that I have more intelligence than others out there. Not only am I confident enough that I could actually say that I'm not stupid or slow, I have enough understanding, common sense and PEOPLE SKILLS, than those retarded fucks who end up comparing people anyways.

-OMG what I received today, Face comparisons *eye twitch*. FUCK YOU. K. I know I'm not pretty or whatever, but who the fuck said you could say so. Who said I was trying to look like her. OMG NEVER SAY IM TRYING TO LOOK LIKE HER EVER AGAIN, OGMAD. WHO SAID I WAS TRYING TO BE A FUCKING MODEL? YEAH OK, sorry I don't sleep and have massive bags under my eyes for you to complain about how much older or tired I look. I'm not asking you to look at me. WHY DO YOU THINK I HATE EYE CONTACT? FUCK YOU BITCHES. I never asked for your comments on my face or anything, shit, so fucking shallow people. I HAVE PIMPLES TOO, OMG AND SOMETIMES WHEN I GET LAZY THERES PEACH FUZZ. IM A FUCKING MONSTER. YESYEYSYEYSYEYSEYSS. Wanna know something EVEN more interesting? I never knew that you were working at lesenza to measure my boobs, awesome. FUCK YOU IM SMALL OKKKKKKKKKKK ITS NOT MY FAULT MY FAT DOESN'T GO IN THAT AREA. Just cause I hate my body, doesn't mean that you could too. OR OPENLY EXPRESS AND TELL ME ABOUT IT. Fuckers

-Even my dad is fucking annoying. SO WHAT, HOLY SHIT, I FUCKING SUCK AT DRIVING, K. Shut the fuck up already. The only reason as to why I ask to drive, IS to improve. Keep fucking complaints in your mouth before I fucking kill you. There are however, comments for improvement or suggestions. THERES A DIFFERENCE. OMG. "charmie, your too close to the curb, we're going to die", "your turns are too wide, we're going to hit something", "why are you going to fast, you think your cool", "holy shit I don't want to die", etc. IOURDWEURIJSEDJSKLDJFLSIJDFKLJKLSJFKLJSDFKLSJDF90URIOWEJDIL FURRRRRRRRRY. FUCK YOU X 2398209849203840923840234. I swear to fucking god, comment again and I promise you I will never drive your ass anywhere. AHHHRHRHHRHJFHKJHFKJHV. I know what you mean Shelley, hahahaha.
Assholes.

-I am not self acclaimed cute. NOR WILL I EVER CALL OR THINK MYSELF OF THAT. Fuck you. This is how I act, naturally, AND I claim it to be weird. So shove it up your ass and never say that I'm trying to be like whoever, do something like whoever, talk like whoever.

-Oh since I was younger. Never compare me with skills or talents. Why do you think I just like sitting at home, on my computer? NOT ONLY IS IT ADDING TO MY LAZINESS, but I rather not do anything and be compared to. *faaaaaaaam* REAL LIFE EXAMPLE: SO, I played piano since I was younger, from age 7 - 13. LOL I even think I'd be pro by now but truly isn't the case.. I quit as much as possible, every couple of months, but continuously was put back into the program to complete the levels. I only did this, because I was lazy and for every recital and trophy that I received, my cousin would get too. What would come along with those recitals and trophies was not just the congratulations, but the criticism from my mom, dad, grandma, cousin(s), aunt(s), uncle(s), family friend(s), friend(s), teacher(s), and practically everyone in my fucking life to say SOMETHING wrong. There was ALWAYS something wrong, and my cousin did it better. How demoralized I was as a child -_- I obviously would cry, and when I did fuck up, I know I didn't just fuck up in front of an audience but I was already a fuck up in everyone's life. Haaaa. This was also the case for every other fucking thing I ever did in my life...
-traditional dance/dance/ballet; I enjoyed a lot, but if not my cousin, there was always someone better, I wasn't on beat, I missed a step, or I wasn't smiling enough.
-clarinet/violin/drums; I couldn't memorize the fingering properly, screwing everything up, and making everything sound off.
-gymnastics; I wasn't strong enough to lift myself.
-tennis; too slow.
-basketball; too short.
-singing; voice not high enough. OHHHHHH GAD. LOL. I hated singing, only tried vocal lessons a couple times, then quit ^_^

-& YEAH IM NOT RICH.

ANYWAYS, FUCK IT ALL. I only can compare myself to someone, and no other fucking else. =]

-I wonder how many times I said 'fuck' in this whole entry. ahahahahhah