Its been forever since I've seen your face

HELLO
:D
K, yeah, it's been some time. updates updates, everything and everyone's been so busy lately. School sucks. Ferreal.

Fam life = My dad is ok now, good thing he's out of the hospital and shizzz, he's just chilling at home for the week, everyone's happy. It was a pretty big scare.. with that call and all.. Im happy that the complications worked out.

School life = I'm failing. Big time. T_T UGH I hate this. I really hate this. God I don't even know if Im going to get into university, wtfakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. I kind of decided where to go, but I haven't told anyone, where I reeeeeeeeally want to go. I think that if all else fails, I have plan 3, which will ultimately say if I fail or not, which is go to vancouver, school and bum off fams there. LOL. Currently, my avg is way lower than I need it to be... already mid terms and I'm failing. After this I have to nerd it up, seriously, focus. And go to class...ahhahah I think that's the reason for this all. -_-" sleeping due to finishing homework or too tired to do homework. .stupid cycle of doom.

Work life = I think I want to quit. But, people there are too chill, I'd miss them too much. Even the drama and stupid-ness : D I swear, thats the only entertainment I have in life atm AHHAHA.

Social life = I talk to who I talk to, I still have everyone that I need .... I think it's pretty much the same. Though I of miss the friendships that I had shared before.. I wish it could be the same as before, but heeeeeeeeey, thats life. Maybe some other time. IDK, this also proves who are caring towards me. AND, new friendships are always good. Of all people that I ever suspected.. I would have never thought that'd we would have gotten this close. Great to feel that you want to listen, and vice versa.

Love life = undisclosed. I hate love + its depressing. AHHAHAHAHAH

Health = Booo, I had my oral surgery thing yesterday. fuck it's killing me. I woke up this morning with a whole bloody mouth. The procedure was quite interesting however =D I stayed up for the whole thing!!! They basically did it because the muscle on the top of my gum was too huge or some shit so they had to reform it so that when I take my braces off, the muscle wouldn't push my teeth back apart. K SO FIRST, they put this gel shit in my mouth.... then they put some thing on my nagger lips so it would hold my gums back -_- THEN, they started to put the needle in... I counted 2, after that half my face was totally numb. I love that feeling. THEN after waiting 2389234823 minutes for it to work, they started to suture some part of my gum together.. then they cut it with the scalpel, I think they stitched in 3 areas. It hurt me more to see his hand go in that up and down motion.. ahhhhh, made me sick. Then he did some other shit, I didn't look cause I was freaking out by that moment. Mmm, I think he was done, so then he showed me.. and my mouth kept bleeding. I rinsed then I took like 3 pills, 2 pain killers, 1 other pill. at first it never hurt by 11 pm I was dying. Popped another 3 LOL, then watched movie for reflection then went to sleep. IM SLEEPING MORE!! Kindof. not really. My new goal is... 6-8 hours a night. AHHHAHA =]

Current bet: -not to go out until december 1st; only school/work/home .....holy shiattt. wtf am I going to do on the 14th?!!! WATCH PACQUAIO FROM YOUTUBE? WTFF LOL. I hate you andy )= please double it to 40$.. *siiiiiiiigh*

-YAY PAULINE IS BACK <3 Man. I missed her! Can't believe she never told us, waaa, how sneaky ;] Thanks for the gifts!

-I WANT TO GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING ALREADY PLEASE
by dec 1. loooool

-I WANT TO GO SHOPPING

-I WANT ORCHIDS FINISHED -_-

look how sad life really is. ahahhaha.