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13 October 2009
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~Current mood: furstrated/upset~
-internet not working @ home
-report not finished
-distractions
-guilt
-bad decisions
-phone bill
-poor
-horrible communication skills

Man. this is all meant to complain.

*new goal: 20/wk NO EXCEPTIONS. 1 day out. the rest work work work work work
*MUST IS TIME MANAGEMENT

Yet again I am falling behind on schedule. And here comes my bitching. I'm pretty pissed at the fact that fucking bell isn't doing shit about our internet. Right now I'm at my cousins stressing over this shit, trying to finish it quick time for my presentation on Wednesday but I have work tomorrow.. wtfffffffffffff such a piss off. But money is money. money is life. Speaking of work

I've always wanted to get this out, maybe this will get through your thick head.
THERE IS NO FUCKING EXCEPTION, SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SUCK THAT SHIT UP. SOMEONES GOING TO BREAK YOU EDVENTUALLY AND NO ONES GOING TO CARRY YOU BACK UP YOU STUPID DUMB SHIT, THERES ONLY YOU. MIGHT AS WELL MAKE YOUSELF USEFUL AND FUCKING DO SOMETHING RIGHT, HOLY CRAP, YOUR CONCERNS ARE POINTLESS, IT'S ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU DO TO PROVE IT. FUCK ITS SO ANNOYING LETTING YOU HAVE THE EASY WAY OUT CAUSE YOUR SEEN TO BE SO SOFT. DEFENDING YOURSELF DOESN'T NEED TO INVOLVE ANOTHERS NAME. IF YOU COULD SEE YOURSELF FROM OUR PERSPECTIVE, IT ISN'T SO CUTE, YOUR JUST FUCKING PATHETIC.


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I'm so angry, soooooooooo angry, angry it's making my eyes water. Maybe hurt at the facts...

Can't happiness ever be accomplished?