AHHHHHHHHHHH My second day skipping, man, I hate school. So overwhelmed with this crap already. I don't know why I'm not staying focused though I need to so bad... why so many distractions T_T I need to get back on track with stuff and keep remembering my priorities, this could be my last chance.. I already made the commitment to it this far, I don't want to ever give up on it. This is like my stubborn side but can also see my hopes for something, I guess the *it* will be found when I leave. At least I hope...
WELL, I've always wanted to do this, but I thought it was kinda cheesy...whatever I'll just say things that I feel. These are dedicated to the people in my life who mean the most to me and support me with everything and anything. :D (This excludes fam cause there'd be like a list that goes on forever, no mentioning of names, cuz each one should know their spot! haha) -no specific order okkkkk-

@@; Mine. Forever. Someone that I could care for unconditionally, you may act so harsh sometimes, but I know it's only for the better. Though your words can hurt I know that I'd rather hear them from you than anyone else. Keeping the truth right behind me and reminding me of everything I have potential for, something to live for. Even though I may be stubborn, through those arguments I know your trying to make a point.. I just don't want to accept it. I'm happy to have you in my life, and you know I'd be there for you for anything. No price ;] hahaha.

@@; Joke insurance buddy. I never knew that a friendship as ours could have prospered so much in such little time. Your someone that I could depend on for advice and for my future references, a person that I could totally be myself with and not feel judged in any way. no expectations but friendship, and laughing out of control. Sometimes there could be misunderstandings but through those I believe we become more open with each other, I respect you no matter what any one says man. Fereal. :D

@@; Cool one. Though I had such a horrible of impression of you in the beginning, I then started to learn about who you really are. I was probably jealous of you, but who wouldn't =) Your talented, sweet, loving, cute, sincere, artistic, understanding, beautiful, honest and hardworking. I really admire who you are, and I feel bad for being so judgmental! Well, apart from you stressing, I know that your going to be so successful in everything that you do.. and I wish you all the best esp with mr mouse. Miss you mayne!

@@; hottie. LOL though we don't talk as often, I know that you'd still understand the things that I have to say, even when we were younger and pretended to be grown and talk about whatever, we realize now how stupid we sounded :D hahaha it's funny to look back and remember the shit that we said to one another, and I hope that we continue to make those memories, their waaaaaaay to funny to let go of.

@@; Sexxxxc. SERIOUS. Your one that I will never forget. I love this bond that we have that feels so natural. It's cool how we have a mutual appreciation of each other and though sometimes it may seem that I talk to you so mean. Only cause I don't want to see you get hurt and I know your so vulnerable. I know you only thing that your doing it for the better, but always remember that theres so much that only ourselves could do.

@@; Noob. Since we were younger, I remember you as the stupid kid =D It's interesting to see you all grown up mayne. We missed so much over the years but you always fill me in. Oh, and you never fail to cheer me up over a rough day with your stupid remarks. I'll continue to be there for you, promise!

@@; Elder. Someone that I can keep in touch with and be down for with anything. The type of insights that you have are so useful in many situations, you always give me an alternative way, and be straight up about it. You always remind me what is and what isn't, the shit that happens and know when to give a shoulder to cry on. Thanks for everything.

@@; Last but not least. one of the best people I have ever met. Absolute trust. There are many struggles that we have had in the past, but I know you did it bcuz you felt you had to protect me from the many stupid things that I would have done. I don't regret anything that happened or what I felt, even though sometimes I wish I could have done better, I'm glad that you accepted me for who I was, dealt with it and still told me that I was worth something. Your the one that I could talk to non-stop, and wouldn't feel ashamed or feel stupid by anything that I blabber about. Even though sometimes I still hurt you, I don't do it purposely, I would never want to do that. I'll continue to be here for you as well and love you, no matter what, 24/7; forever.